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Monday, February 27, 2006

Ang saya-saya!

        There's one lucky person who hit jackpot today...  and it's not me.


        This morning I woke up early to fix up my bike because of some wobbling that I kept experiencing whenever I went above 100kph on the highway.  It was as if the bike was shaking it's head saying "no! no!" as soon as I reached that speed, and it keeps on wobbling and shaking its head and won't stop until I slow down.  The culprits, as I found out, were loose spokes at the back wheel, meaning the wheels weren't actually turning around in a circle as the bike went.  I was afraid that the head wobble might worsen and go into a deadly tank slapper if I didn't find out what's wrong with the bike and fix it quickly.


        And so after making sure that the rear wheel spokes were all tight and aligned correctly, I put on my riding gear and strapped my bag at the rear of the bike and made sure that the bungee cords holding my bag were all tight and secure.


        Vroooom!


        Off I went down C5 towards South Superhighway.  There was very little traffic and so I increased speed gradually until I got to 100kph.  I felt for any telltale head wobble but there was none to speak of and so I quickly twisted the throttle and went faster to 120kph.  The wind blast was great!  The wind buffeted my body and whistled past my helmet but there was no wobble at all.  The bike was so stable I could actually let go of the handlebars and the bike would coast along happily without complaining.  I zoomed past the cars and the trucks and quickly rode through the bumpy service road towards Alabang.


        As I was nearing my destination, I moved my arm towards the back of my bike to feel if my bag was still securely fastened.


        Wala!


        As in my bag wasn't there!


        I looked at the back and all I saw were the bungee straps that were supposed to hold my bag in place. 


        Patay!  Either my bag fell off somewhere along the way or someone snatched it while I was stopped.  But then I remember that I only stopped once at the Sucat interchange when I waited for the traffic officer to signal me to proceed.  Such is the beauty of riding a bike - from Pateros to Sucat it was non-stop all the way.  Traffic was never a hindrance. 


        I quickly made a beeline and retraced my route back hoping that my bag just fell off somewhere and that no one had picked it up yet.


        Anyway, long story short... I lost my bag.


        I called my my cellphones (which were inside my bag) but the phones only rang.  No one answered the phone.  Maybe people saw the bag but they were afraid to touch it thinking there might be a bomb inside?


        So I texted my phones and left a message there giving instructions to the finder to contact me if ever a good soul found my bag.


        I'm still waiting...  I just called up my phones again but the "subscriber could not be reached" anymore.


        Tsk tsk.


        That's one lucky fellow who got my bag.


        I had my house keys in there also.  Now, when it comes to securing the house, I'm one security freak.  I had gone great lengths to secure my house since I often leave it unattended.  Even a determined thief will have a hard time breaking in and entering the house.  To get inside, I had to call up the caretaker of the house to destroy a window just so I could get in and retrieve my spare keys.  (ok, ok, so sue me for leaving my spare keys inside the house and not depositing them somewhere safe outside.)


        I now accept my loss.  So here's my requiem piece for my phones.  Goodbye XDAii, 6680 and 6150.  Gone also are my pictures, my messages, my notes, my journal, and my contact list.  Good thing I didn't have any provocative pictures in those phones, hehehe.


        Oh well, life goes on.  True, it's a painful loss.  And call me stupid for being so careless.  Stupid, stupid, stupid.  Aaaarrghhh!


        I'll try not to fret at this loss.  But I would rather listen to the whisper, "The Lord is able to give thee much more than this."


        Thank God I'm still alive to enjoy His blessings and I am grateful to Him for this experience.  I still trust in Him... always.


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"And Amaziah said to the man of God, But what shall we do for the hundred talents which I have given to the army of Israel? And the man of God answered, The Lord is able to give thee much more than this." (2 Chronicles 25:9)


 

Friday, February 24, 2006

More Than Words


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        "How do I love thee?  Let me count the ways..."  So goes the saying. 


        But how do you express such feelings of love when it is true and from the bottom of your heart?  How do you express it without using the words "I Love You"?


        If we could go back to the age of innocence and watch how children do it, we can gain a lot of wisdom from there. 


        Adults should do it like children do it.


        Babies and small children have a divine method of expressing love and feelings.  Children show you how YOU could do it the best possible way.


        Children just LOVE.


        Children smile from eyes to eyes (not just from ear to ear).  Children smile from the bottom of their heart.


        Children never ask questions like "WHY?"


        Children hug, kiss and caress.


        Children ACCEPT YOUR love.


        Children accept ALL love even if a few minutes before they have been spanked or otherwise hurt by their mother or father.


        Children never say I am sorry - children LOVE to PROVE that they ARE sorry whenever they may have caused real pain to someone!


        THAT is the way to express love.


        That is the method to express YOUR true love and forgiveness as well as to PROVE full reconciliation


        NO talking


        NO asking


        NO questions of ANY kind


        Just love - pure love accompanied by a LONG, sweet and gentle hug!


        Just pure, unadulterated love.


        Love the single MOST direct way.


        Children never fear to hug nor to be hugged if true love is the reason to hug them.


        So why should YOU - an adult fear true love if TRUE love is what YOU feel toward the ONE YOU want to express YOUR love and your feelings


        Show true feelings.


        Feelings NEVER can be expressed in words.


        True love feelings can ONLY be expressed in gentle sweet action.


        PROOF OF LOVE IS ALL that is needed.


        Proof of love can only come from a true heart.


        Have courage to show your love, forgiveness and prove full reconciliation the sweetest and most powerful way like children.


        Instantly.


        Spontaneously.


        With a smile from the bottom of your heart.


        Looking into the eyes of the one you love.


        Deep into the eyes to establish a soul to soul connection of love.


        Once this soul to soul connection is established all past is instantly and fully dissolved in love.


        YOUR love and the love from the one looking into your eyes.


        True love has the power to instantly heal ALL past hurts.


        Your past hurts as well as the past hurts of any other person.


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"The one who does not love has not known God. For God is love." 1 John 4:8